What is life?

Being born in a middle class family , studying sincerely and passing every class with good marks then growing up to a teenage, having infatuations and falling in so called love or lust and then realizing  an aim of achieving something which can make your parents proud , which can earn you money, which can make you stand out from the crowd and if you don’t have an aim just keep going on and walking on the path that people around you show you, with a thought in mind that you’ll find out your own calling in between and then following others and walking and spending time in something you don’t really know if it is made for you or not but since you also don’t know your real aim for life you keep on walking aimlessly. In between you meet people who some way or the other influences your life, who matter to you, who help you too. You just keep on chasing something you feel will come to you on its own but suddenly you realize that I have some people who have expectations from me, who feel I am on the right path and certainly make something good out of it , our family , for their sake you feel you should not do things which might be right according to you but is definitely not right according to them, you have to carry on with that path because it is in a very big way  attached to your family , to the ones who have helped you to get to the point where you are standing , for their sake you have to continue with what you are doing. You feel you are trapped though you don’t let anyone know what all are going in your mind because you have not found out you’re calling yet. So certainly you don’t have the right words to explain it to people. After all this you feel like stop worrying and finally you forget about the calling you were expecting and you decide to spend a life which is already defined by people around. You decide to follow the life which can make you capable of earning money, which can make you capable of completing something which you chose because of people around you, and finally when you start doing that people feel wow! he or she is successful now, your parents are relaxed your relatives feel you are fine and achieved what you want but it is only you who knows from inside if you are satisfied or not if you are happy or not, if you are relaxed and relieved or not. And finally you forget everything that you use to think about at some point of time and then you spend your life exactly the way people have spent which is already defined. After being capable of earning money you get married then new people are there you need to take care of, new roles you need to play and life goes on. Now you have entered in to a phase where you don’t even know that you are trapped. You start living that life surrounded with so many other things that you don’t have time to think about something you were actually searching long ago. And life continues………..